Why don't you kiss her?

Friday, July 07, 2006

yay! school ended early today. (: stayed back to do the props for chinese. blah. so annoying lah, just one skit, need to do SO many things. hurrr. oh well, think they're coming over again on monday to do it. burrrr. another afternoon gone. oh well, ct3 leh. hurr!

yawns. i'm dead pissed now? yes. very, and i don't think anyone knows. who bothers? maybe piggy does. only piggy will. and thats why i like piggy so much. hurr. other than piggy, i don't think anyone can keep secrets. don't be dumb. why would you tell your secrets to someone from the same school and end up the whole school knowing it? what ever. i'm still in the same bloody mood as yesterday. and i'm choaking myself with chocolates.i finished my last crunchie and i'm stuffing myself with kimchis now. dead sour and spicy lah. shiok. and like what shit? i'm so not supposed to eat that. and tiffany doesn't know. okay, tiffy, sakae's on me. i'm hell sad now. so what ever i'm eating now's a penalty. should i say sorry to myself? why am i doing all this to myself.is it my fault?

i think it's dumb, childish, stupid, imbecile. i think i should stop. or maybe i should just hide myself up. tgif, finally, two days off from school. great. then i can stay home and stone to death. nah, think piggy's coming over for bball. yay. just hope piggy comes. but he seemed to be like tired. blah man. then i'd be dead bored. heh. someone take me out! oh, need to go supermarket tomorrow, having porridge for lunch. no more kimchis! wth.okay, retarded.

like wth? piggy msged me this: hey. i think i'm fine now. thanks to your stupid fucking msg. please don't tell me to shut up okay, you're the one who's going depressed, not me. who's that idiot man? i'll bash her up. woooo, i'm finally feeling better after reading that msg. thanks piggy. (: yes yes. i wished she gets bashed up by piggy's clique. i'd b the happiest person living. no, i don't think so, maybe i'll hate myself more. well, there's nothing i should be happy about now. if only i could control everything. but i can't. so forget about it then. i hope for a miracle. BYE BYE

why must it be so obvious and why must i witness
the whole thing?
why must i see it? maybe it was on purpose.
isn't there something called low profile?
at least i'll feel happier then.
but i already knew.
so how am i gonna make myself feel
happier? it's a tragedy. it's a mess.
and i seriously hate it.
whatever you may think about it.
you don't seem to know,
that there's someone in pain because of you.

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